Letters From The Edge

A Meditation on Revelation 2

What do you say to a church that’s lost its love?

What do you say to a people who are doing all the right things… working hard, enduring suffering, spotting false teachers from a mile away… but their hearts have gone numb?

You say Revelation 2.

You say… remember.

There’s this moment, in the letter to the church in Ephesus, where the resurrected Jesus says:

“Yet I hold this against you: You have forsaken the love you had at first.” (Rev. 2:4)

Oof.

It’s not that they weren’t busy. They were doing a lot. They were active. Vigilant. Passionate about doctrine. But somewhere along the line, the fire that once drove them turned into mere coals. They had the form, but not the flame.

And maybe… maybe that’s not just their story.

Maybe it’s ours.

It starts out so beautifully, doesn’t it?

That first love. That rush. That wild awareness that this is real. That God is near. That grace is thick in the air and you can’t stop talking about it. You’re not working for God because you should… you’re doing it because you’re in love.

But slowly, quietly, the machinery kicks in.

Programs. Policies. Proficiency.

And that pulsating, reckless joy? It cools. Like coffee left on the counter too long. Still technically “coffee.” Just… not what it used to be.

So Jesus says:

“Consider how far you have fallen. Repent and do the things you did at first.” (2:5)

It’s not condemnation. It’s invitation. It’s a wake-up call, not a slap.

And that word… repent… so often wielded like a hammer… is really a whisper.

A turning.
A remembering.
A returning.

Back to the beginning.
Back to why you ever said yes.
Back to who this has always been about.

And did you notice? These letters… they aren’t written to individuals.

They’re written to churches.

Communities.

Which means this isn’t just about you finding your first love again.
It’s about us.

Together.

Maybe the church isn’t dying. Maybe it’s just forgotten who it loves.
Maybe we don’t need to reinvent everything… maybe we just need to remember.

Remember when we cried together.
When we prayed like it mattered.
When we served not out of duty but delight.
When we sang until our voices cracked.

Remember when we didn’t care who got credit because we were just so grateful to be part of it?

Yeah. That.

So here we are, again.

A church.
A people.
With a letter.

From Jesus.

And he’s saying:

“I see you. I know what you’ve done.
But don’t forget why you started.”

Because if you remember that?

You just might find the fire again.


Reflection Question
What did your “first love” look like? Feel like?
What would it look like to return—not to what you did, but to why you did it?


Let’s go back.
So we can move forward.
In love.
Again.

Remembering 9/11

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I’m sitting in a great coffee shop in North Bend. Aroma, smiles, laughter, friends. People I know, and people I don’t know, stream in and out as they live out the adventure of life. As I order my favorite drink, a chai latte’ with 2 shots of espresso, I am not worrying about the potential of airplanes or bombs shattering the moment and stealing earth of her most precious commodity, people, but neither were the people in New York worried about atrocious acts of evil on September 11th.

So then, we remember…

we pause and breathe a little deeper, breath is life, and life is precious and vulnerable…

a thought, a prayer, a plea…

we remember of life and loss, of beauty and ash, of heros and goodness…

It is a good thing to remember.

Remembering launches causes to fight for justice;

to love the hurting;

to hold the marginalized;

to name evil and pray that we would be catalysts for good and God.

While we never forget the pain of a day like 9/11, the reality of its darkness also reminds us of the good that poured out through so many people. Ordinary people who became like Wonder Woman and Superman. Of Civil servants who endangered and lost their lives in the salvaging and protection of other lives…

They speak a message that we still need to hear; every human life matters, every human life has value.

May we continue to become people who live each day with redemptive hearts choosing to eliminate evil, injustice and anything that would set itself up against God’s good intentions for life. We were created to be life-givers, divine image-bearers who are able to rise above baser animal instincts toward a greater ethic of love and oneness.

A friend of mine posted a great quote today that captures this well:

“What separates us from the animals, what separates us from the chaos, is our ability to mourn people we’ve never met.” -David Levithan

Here is a great video from the Skit Guys…take a moment and watch it, and send out a prayer…

Skit Guys – 9/11: On That Day.

we are a forgetful people…


There is a phrase that comes up often in the Old Testament. Every time this phrase appears, it is contextualized by trouble, bad events, and devastating realities. The phrase is:

“They forgot their Lord their God.”

When we forget or disconnect from our primary source of life (God) and our secondary source of life (each other), we end up in trouble.

~taken from Sacred Space chapter three, Sacred Hours  www.sacredspacethebook.com