She Stayed: John 20:1-18

It was still dark.
Early.
Too early for clarity.
Too early for answers.
But she went anyway.

Because grief doesn’t care about sunrise.
And love doesn’t wait for convenience.

So Mary showed up.

No plan.
No strategy.
Just tears.
And questions.

She sees the stone rolled away,
Runs, tells the others.
Peter and John race back,
Peer in,
See linen,
Then leave.

But she stays.

Let that settle in.

She stays.
While the men run off to figure it out,
Mary lingers in the mystery.
In the loss.
In the not-knowing.

Sometimes it’s the staying that becomes the sacred.

She weeps.
And then…two angels.
But even they don’t wow her.
She’s not looking for angels.
She’s looking for Jesus.

And then…

A gardener?

No.
Not a gardener.
Not really.

He says her name.

Not a sermon.
Not a rebuke.
Not a theology lesson.

Just… “Mary.”

And suddenly,
Resurrection is personal.

She had seen Him die.
Heard the last breath.
Watched the burial.

And yet,
There He is.
Breathing.
Standing.
Speaking.

Alive.

And what’s the first thing He does?

He sends her.

Not Peter.
Not John.
Not the inner circle.

Mary.

The weeping woman in the garden.
The one with a past.
The one with the story no one expected.

She becomes the first preacher of the resurrection.

She is apostle to the apostles.

Because Jesus rewrites the script.

And still does.

He comes in the weeping.
In the waiting.
In the mistaken identities.
In the dark.

He comes when the grief is thick
and the tomb looks final.

He comes with your name on His lips.

So today…

Stay.
Wait.
Weep if you must.
But listen.

He’s calling your name.

And when you hear it,
Don’t hold on too tightly to how things were.
He’s doing something new.

Now go.
Tell them what you’ve seen.

Powerful Prayers (vol. vii) “The Magnificat” ~Mary

The-annunciation

As we wind through the season of Advent, it reminds us that the darkness will not last forever, that God did and does intervene in our lives, and that the story isn't over yet…I thought it would be good to look at the prayer that erupted from Mary's soul when she received a message from the angel Gabriel that would forever change her life and ours.

The Magnificat… Luke 1:46-55 (ESV)

And Mary said,

“My soul magnifies the Lord,
and my spirit rejoices in God my Savior,
for he has looked on the humble estate of his servant.

For behold, from now on all generations will call me blessed;
for he who is mighty has done great things for me,
and holy is his name.

And his mercy is for those who fear him
from generation to generation.
He has shown strength with his arm;
he has scattered the proud in the thoughts of their hearts;
he has brought down the mighty from their thrones
and exalted those of humble estate;
he has filled the hungry with good things,
and the rich he has sent away empty.

He has helped his servant Israel,
in remembrance of his mercy,
as he spoke to our fathers,
to Abraham and to his offspring forever.”

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Rumination…

As I look at the average 14 year old-ish person today, I wonder if God could have found someone who could be torn away from their cellphone long enough to realize that God was inviting them to experience something beyond their wildest imagination.

Mary was most likely 14-15 years old when Gabriel entered and ultimately turned her world upside down.  She wasn't from a highly wealthy, political or even spiritual family. She was like us, and that is what makes the Incarnation so powerful. It's not about superstars or perfect ones…it's that good uses the unexpected ones to do unexpected things!

Beneath the urgency of the angelic visit, the bottom line of Gabriel's message to her was not only would she a portal for the Divine, but that her reputation was about to be destroyed… her fiancee' would soon struggle deeply with his sense of what was right… the Yentles of the village would begin to spin their tales of the newest unwed mother… and imagine what Mary's own mom and family would assume at the news that she was pregnant…

Who would really believe this unexpected truth?

In fact, Mary would carry this cloud of faith and pain all her life about the identity of her son. Her own soul was pierced as she stood at the foot of the cross, but she was vindicated when Jesus rose from the dead proving He was who she had said he was…but by that point, Mary really didn't care about vindication… because an encounter with the messiah changes the way we see and view all of life.

Here are a few things that Mary's prayer reminds me of:

1. Even when our circumstances are dismal, if we live with God in our soul, we can still be happy.

2. No matter what political, cultural, economic, or intellectual value we have or don't have, we are all highly valued and loved by God…that's the point of the Incarnation…God came on a rescue mission, not a condemnation mission.

3. God always responds to those who are seeking Him and His ways.

4. God is faithful to His promises…don't give up too soon!

5. God's kingdom is an upside down kingdom…

    If you want to be first…be last

    If you want to lead…serve

    If you have needs…give something away

    If you want to be blessed…admit that you are not in control of that blessing…

In this prayer, Mary taps into the truth that God is sovereign over everyone whether we acknowledge that or not…He is currently at work, and we each have our part to play in the Meta-Narrative of life. The story is not about us, it is about Him…however, how awesome it is to have a role in the greatest story ever written,

Dei Gratia,

Monty