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A Lament for a Nation Unmoored

There is blood on the ground again.
A young woman in North Carolina,
who fled one war only to be swallowed by another …
stabbed on a train,
her story cut short before she even had a chance to write it.

A congresswoman in Minnesota and her husband,
executed in the quiet of their own home …
a sanctuary turned into a grave.

Children in a school,
their laughter silenced by gunfire.

And a man … Charlie Kirk …
shot while speaking words to a crowd.
And before the echo of the bullet fades,
before we know who or why,
the blame game begins.
Because we already know, don’t we?
We already have our villains picked out.

This is what it means to be unmoored.
To drift.
To lose sight of the shore.
To shout across the waters
instead of rowing toward one another.

We rage.
We divide.
We accuse.
We forget that we belong to each other.

Sit quietly. Breathe. Let the weight of what we know settle in our bones.
We live in a time of sharp edges …
a time when words are weapons before they are bridges.

The story of America was always a grand experiment …
a fragile dream
that people with different names and faces and prayers
could actually live together.

But somewhere along the way
we confused difference with danger.
And now we are drowning in the waters of our own hate.

And into this chaos,
a voice still whispers:

“Do not be overcome by evil,
but overcome evil with good.” ~Romans 12:21

Let that be our lantern in the dark.
Not to deny evil … to name it, to resist it … but to refuse to become what we despise.
To resist the shrug of indifference, the snap of judgment, the hardening of the heart.

Not platitude.
Not sentiment.
Resistance.
Rebellion.
A counter-narrative in a world where anger is currency
and hate is power.

So what do we do with this ache,
this grief,
this fracture?

We weep.
We lament.
We refuse to numb ourselves.

We name the evil.
We sit in the tension.
We cry out to the One who hears the blood of Abel still
crying from the ground.

And we remember …
we do not have to agree to love.
We do not have to understand to honor.
We do not have to win to serve.

So …. we lament

We lament These are not isolated tragedies; they stitch together a pattern. A rising heat of fear. A widening chasm in what we believe, who we are allowed to be, and who we think deserves justice or pity.

We lament that we do not yet know the full stories … the motives, the shadows, the human hearts in them … yet we so quickly assign them to “other,” to “them.”
We lose integrity in our haste.

We lament that civility is ever more fragile; trust ever more scarce.
That the presence of another … different in speech, in belief, in background … feels like threat. That compassion is increasingly viewed as weakness.

May we live as people who follow the Romans’ call … resisting evil, but not becoming evil; loving even when angry; speaking truth even when tempted by blame.

May our nation, which is unmoored, find its anchor again: justice, mercy, peace.
May our neighbors be recognized … not as enemies to defeat, but as souls to see.

O God … anchor us.
O Christ … heal us.
O Spirit … breathe civility, compassion, and courage
back into our weary lungs.

Until we learn again
that the only way forward
is to be overcome not by rage,
but by good.

Amen.

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EXILE

And other places God shows up. [A meditation on Revelation 1]

the island

there’s an old man on an island
and he’s alone
really alone
the kind of alone that makes you wonder if anyone remembers your name

patmos.
rocky.
isolated.
the roman empire’s way of saying
we don’t want to hear from you anymore

but here’s the thing about exile…
sometimes it’s exactly where heaven
decides
to show up.

sunday morning

john tells us
“I was in the spirit on the lord’s day“

pause there.
breathe that.

in the spirit.
on an island prison.
separated from everyone he loved.
and still…
in the spirit.

what if being in the spirit
isn’t about location
or circumstances
or having it all together?

what if it’s about
staying open
even when everything feels
closed?

the voice

then…
a voice like a trumpet
behind him.

not in front where he’s looking
not where he expects
behind him

God has this way
of coming from directions
we’re not watching
speaking into spaces
we forgot to guard

the voice says
“write“

because some revelations
are too important
for memory alone

the turning

john turns
and sees
seven golden lampstands
and someone
walking
among them

not above them
not distant from them
among them

this is the risen Jesus
but not the jesus of sunday school flannel graphs
this is jesus
unleashed
uncontainable
undeniable

hair white as snow
eyes like blazing fire
voice like rushing waters
feet like bronze in a furnace

this is what resurrection looks like
when all the limits
are
off

the lampstands

seven churches
seven communities
seven places where people
gather
and struggle
and hope
and sometimes barely hang on

your kitchen table…lampstand
your workplace…lampstand
your heart at 3am…lampstand
your doubt-filled prayers…lampstand

and jesus
walks
among
them
all

not inspecting
not judging from a distance
walking among

presence
not performance
proximity
not perfection

the fear

john falls down
as though dead

because sometimes
when you really see
who jesus is
something in you
has to die

your small story
your manageable god
your controlled narrative
your fear-based assumptions

as though dead

the touch

but then
Jesus places his right hand
on john

the same hand that holds
the keys of death and hades
touches
a frightened old man
on a lonely island

do not be afraid

four words that change
everything

because the one who conquered death
is touching
you

the keys

i hold the keys
jesus says
of death and hades

every door you think is locked forever
every ending you think is final
every grave…literal or metaphorical
that seems to have
the last word

he holds
the keys

which means
nothing
nothing
is over
until he says
it’s over

the walking

so here’s what i want you to know
as you leave this place
as you return to your lampstands

jesus is walking
among them

in your monday morning anxiety…he’s walking
in your marriage struggles…he’s walking
in your work stress…he’s walking
in your parenting fears…he’s walking
in your health concerns…he’s walking
in your financial worries…he’s walking

not as judge…
but as presence
not as critic…
but as companion

the invitation

be in the spirit
on your lord’s day
and every day

turn when you hear the voice
even if it comes from
behind you
from directions
you weren’t watching

let something die
when you see
who jesus really is

feel his hand
touch your fear
and hear him say
do not be afraid

remember
he holds all the keys

to all the doors
to all the endings
that aren’t really
endings

the light

you are a lampstand
burning bright
with the light of the one
who walks among you

and nothing…
not exile
not fear
not even death…
can put
that light
out

so breathe…
open your eyes…
the one who was dead,
is alive
and walking
among us

right
now

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The Scroll and the Lamb

A Meditation on Revelation 5

There’s a scroll.

It’s sealed.
Seven seals deep.
In other words…completely locked, untouchable, unknowable.

This scroll holds the story.
The meaning.
The healing.
The justice.
The redemption.
The unraveling of everything that’s wrong
and the unveiling of what is right.

And the question is:
Who is worthy to open it?

And the room gets still.
All of heaven holds its breath.
Because this isn’t just any scroll.
This is the scroll.
The one that contains the purposes of God
for all of creation.

And no one can open it.

No one.

Not the mighty.
Not the religious.
Not the brilliant.
Not the morally perfect.
Not the ones with empires.
Not the ones with resumes.

So John weeps.

Because if no one can open it,
then nothing gets healed.
Nothing gets made right.
The ache stays.
The wound festers.
The longing lingers without hope.

But then…

An elder says,
“Do not weep.”

Because there is One.

And now the paradox.

You expect a lion.
Fierce. Powerful. Roaring.

But what appears?

A Lamb.
Slaughtered.
Yet standing.
Because this kingdom is upside-down.
And right-side up.

Power, not in domination,
but in surrender.
Victory, not in conquest,
but in sacrifice.

This Lamb walks right into the center.
Because that’s where He belongs.
The center of heaven.
The center of time.
The center of every story ever told.

He takes the scroll.
Because only Love
has the right to unfold the purposes of God.

And all of heaven erupts…
Angels, elders, creatures…
they sing a new song.
Because new songs always follow
when Love takes the scroll.

Worthy.
Worthy is the Lamb who was slain.

He doesn’t take the scroll by force.
He receives it by worth.

Because what changes the world
is not brute strength
or violent religion
or clever systems.

It’s a wounded Lamb.
Who bears the pain of the world
and still stands.

So today,
when the world feels sealed shut,
when the ache is loud,
when the tears come easily,
remember:

There is One.
He has taken the scroll.
And He is unfolding
everything
with wisdom, with power, with mercy.

The Lamb reigns.